Life!

Life just seems constantly a bit crazy... everything around you is changing. You never know when something is going to happen. Although, pretty much life ticks on the same way.
I am learning latley that life is about your perspective. It holds the key to everything. I felt a bit down this last week...but I feel like I felt this way to learn a lesson. It all depends how you look at situations. I often find myself in emotional ruts, and I feel stuck. But..I am the one who as put myself in that state of mind, and I can bring myself out out of it too.
When you are manifesting something, what you feel comes back to you. Although I've heard this a few times, it's something you have to experiance for yourself to understand. I am learning what true strength of spirit is.. to move beyond those feelings that are negetive. I really value all emotions, cause they tell you things. But, negetive emotions are very draining, and leave you in a very dark place. I am learnign more and more to look inward for these feelings. Often, looking outward leaves you feeling drained. You are the center of your life. I think we are taught to spend so much of our energy on others, on your job, on surviving, etc.... Learning to be aware and alive are things maybe a lot of us lack... There is so much value in being alone, a lesson I am still coming to terms with. (can you tell I have been thinking a lot lately??) lol. I often find myself in a state of just pure contentment. I feel like this feeling is the ultimate abundance. I usually have this feeling on my own. Although, I do feel it sometimes with others...it's more prevelent when it's just me......
I think I will leave it here for now.. :D