blech.

Well...
lol it's kind of funny that my last post I was really happy. Today I am really blah. I know it's all in the balance of things but I just feel drained, frustrated and a bit down. Not too sure why, I guess I'm just pretty tired.
But at times I just need to feel a bit yucky I guess. This weekend was really crazy, and I have been going and going with not too much time to rest and relax.
I also am slightly delusional sometimes I think, which can add up to dissappointment. Being Idealistic is really great, but I think U also have to balance it with being realistic. Things aren't always what they seem. I wish I could know what someone was thinking, or what was going to happen. Unfortunatly, I just don't have that talent.
I know that everything works out in the end. . . It's hard to see that when you know it's not what you want, and maybe you want things to work out one way, but they end up going in the opposite direction from what you'd expect, or maybe in the opposite direction from what you'd hoped.
I think life is so random that way...I guess you just have to take the good with the bad and live life as it comes at you. I always try to think positive, but at times it's just easier to be in a cranky mood!